Tornado's!!

Well today was another Oklahoma day! Tornadoes! all it brought were memories of may 3rd, how i lost everything, the whole town did. I missed the way it used to look, tho now it does look alot more built up then it used to, i still miss it tho. a F5 tornado was less than a mile away from me, it was only 5 o'clock and it looked like it was 10 at night, it was dark as hell. it scared me, thought it was the end this time. But somehow i survived, saw the light and the storm passed on without hitting me, or my little brother (it was just me and him home during it) But its over, no one hurt here, and thats the best part.



Monday was mine and Laura's 4 month Anniversary, and well this time i couldn't think of anything to do, but i think next month i know what im doing! She will love it (I hope) But idk what it is about her, she makes me happy as could be, all i can do is smile when talking to her, even tho there was that week or so that i was just depressed, but she still helped me through it and didn't give up on me. I love Laura to death, even tho i may not always act like it or show it, i do truly love her to death. She's my little bunny (haven't called her that in forever)

Well the move on my end is being delayed, my mom decided she want to move before i move up there. So im stuck here for a little bit longer, but i guess ill survive, as long as i have laura to talk to in the mean time ill be fine i guess. I mean yes i want to get the hell out of here, but i cant right now, i know i want to be out away from the stress of home (im pretty sure thats why i've been all tired, depressed and such lately) and with baby. its all i want right now, to be with Laura away from here, just a matter of when that happens is a different story.

But i guess ill leave it at that. I have to work at 7am in the morning till about 3am Thursday, midnight showing of the Hangover Part 2, ill probably just end up staying and working the rest of the morning, till that night cuz i more than likely have to work 7am - 11pm anyway, so why leave, get little to no sleep and be tired waking up to be at work in what 4 hours? no point, so ill probably just stay and work all night to Thursday night, ill be beyond tired. but owell, ill get over it

Later readers

A very happy 3 months!!

Well i can officially say, today is one of the best days of every month. A very happy 3 months to my Laura Mroz! And i can honestly say, that im happy. The happiest Ive been in a loong time! I dont know what it is about her, but she completes me. Like my other half. Everything you do, everything you say, somehow you just put that smile on my face. Whether from a bad day, or just a whatever mood im in.

But babe, happy 3 months, you may not think it, but you ARE the best, more than i could ever ask for.. my angel <3 All i can say is...thank you. to both you and Rachel. without you to, i would never had become happy as i am now with you. And the day that will complete that happiness, is the day i get to see my baby in my arms for the first time. That will seal the happiness forever! You make me sooooooooooooo happy! more than i could explain in words. And i love you more than anything in the world! I know this is NOTHING compared to what you and Jamie did, but its something, and yes i SAID i was going to do something even if it drew down to being a simple blog post about it. but anyway..

I miss you more every single day, all i ever dream about it you in my arms. being able to see you every night being with you forever will be the best feeling EVER! You have my heart, and i trust you to take care of it babe. Your everything plus more that Ive dreamed of to have in my life. I know im never leaving i give you that promise.. but ill quit blabbing.

I wish baby was here with me, every second of the day. being able to give her amazing hugs, and kisses. I may not be "Mr. perfect" but hey im actually trying. trying to keep baby happy (and from what i can tell its working)

Baby i love you. and this blog post is for you. it may not be much, but at least its something.

Work so much!

Well, today was a much needed day off from work!! relaxed, watch TV, talked to my BABY!! <3 I usually work about 6 days a week, 12 plus hours a day, i admit i love the pay check i get with my hours and pay, but i do wish i was off a little more.

Now to WHY i work so much! i work at a movie theater, Warren Theatres  My dad (theater manager) and Myself basically run the place. I do all the IT work, I fix the projectors needing repaired or updating, i do all the online work (put showtimes up, news, etc) There's alot of work that i put into the theater. Sunday through Thursday i work 8am - 9pm and Friday and Saturday I work 7am - 11pm So i work alot! and not that much time to talk to baby! But i talk to her throughout the day, when i get a chance.

Speaking of baby, it was recently our two month anniversary!! She makes me feel the happiest, theres no doubt in my mind, that shes the one. The once for me, the one i want forever. To hold, snuggle kiss, and be with whenever i choose. Cant wait till June so i can be with baby! we had our little "moment" today, but we talked about it, and guess what? We are amazing again!

But its late, and i have work early. lol So imma call it a night.

~Graham

My first post!

Well.. ya im new the whole blogging world. so bare with me.
Im graham, also known as graham_2010 on hex

i will be updating this daily (or when i can)

So keep it on watch!