Tornado's!!

Well today was another Oklahoma day! Tornadoes! all it brought were memories of may 3rd, how i lost everything, the whole town did. I missed the way it used to look, tho now it does look alot more built up then it used to, i still miss it tho. a F5 tornado was less than a mile away from me, it was only 5 o'clock and it looked like it was 10 at night, it was dark as hell. it scared me, thought it was the end this time. But somehow i survived, saw the light and the storm passed on without hitting me, or my little brother (it was just me and him home during it) But its over, no one hurt here, and thats the best part.



Monday was mine and Laura's 4 month Anniversary, and well this time i couldn't think of anything to do, but i think next month i know what im doing! She will love it (I hope) But idk what it is about her, she makes me happy as could be, all i can do is smile when talking to her, even tho there was that week or so that i was just depressed, but she still helped me through it and didn't give up on me. I love Laura to death, even tho i may not always act like it or show it, i do truly love her to death. She's my little bunny (haven't called her that in forever)

Well the move on my end is being delayed, my mom decided she want to move before i move up there. So im stuck here for a little bit longer, but i guess ill survive, as long as i have laura to talk to in the mean time ill be fine i guess. I mean yes i want to get the hell out of here, but i cant right now, i know i want to be out away from the stress of home (im pretty sure thats why i've been all tired, depressed and such lately) and with baby. its all i want right now, to be with Laura away from here, just a matter of when that happens is a different story.

But i guess ill leave it at that. I have to work at 7am in the morning till about 3am Thursday, midnight showing of the Hangover Part 2, ill probably just end up staying and working the rest of the morning, till that night cuz i more than likely have to work 7am - 11pm anyway, so why leave, get little to no sleep and be tired waking up to be at work in what 4 hours? no point, so ill probably just stay and work all night to Thursday night, ill be beyond tired. but owell, ill get over it

Later readers